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Name: Lindz-A-Roo
Country: United States
State: North Carolina
Metro: Wake Forest
Birthday: 1/21/1991
Gender: Female

Interests: *TROY*.. my friends.. *music*.. black.. eyeliner.. hair dye.. *drugs*.. abarat books.. taking back sunday.. cameras.. ..*sparks*.. hats.. walmart.. popcorn.. *gerard way*.. ps2.. kilo axe.. mac&cheese.. black nailpolish.. saosin.. bam margera.. degrassi.. *insence*.. candles.. gum.. lotion.. my clarinet.. bojangles fries.. go-carts.. my golfcart.. fall out boy.. *mixed cds*.. spencers.. acting.. starbucks.. randomness...
Expertise: idk whut im good at but im gonna use this lil box to say hey to all the peoples i love!! *Troy*, Manda, Casey, William J.(i miss u, buddy ur the best!), Nick, Amber, Amanda S, Jamie, Mandy, Ani, Paigy, JoJo, Jacob, Titty, Tim, Cassie I, Christie Trummer[[RIP babe.]], Winter, Shelby, Nick*, Richard, Mitchell, and Allen!! some of yall are in NY and i miss ya! I LOVE U ALL VERY VERY MUCH!!! mwah to u all! Phwoar Teeny Emos

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Friday, October 24, 2008

i wanna know what its like to be awkward and innocent not beligarant..
click to choose

its fucking friday night. and i have nothing to do. fuck my life, right? yeah. so i think im actually broken this time. everytime i think about how shitty everything was and is i just wanna scream and i still just want him. its so fucked up. maybee i have a tumor. but besides that im single and that often increases my depression;; and thats no good. im depressed enough as it is by myself. on the upside, Halloween is soon and thats my favorite. im hoping to have a big group for rhps. woot. im plannin on being a gothic ragdoll. should workout. also, i went to the fair 3 times. got some good shit with my 5 finger discount and rode a buncha shit. i prolly gained about 10 pounds too. so that was unneeded. im too fat as it is. as for my friday, its still shitty. i shall fix it with my habbit soon. eh, nothing better to do right? scrink-la-dah.

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Saturday, October 18, 2008

dont smile and tell me things will work out. i hate your pity.

hello, beautiful. wake up. the sun is screaming for you.
my senior year has been the most boring yet i think. isnt there something wrong with that? hm. my life whirlwind is still spiraling downwards. my best friend is now my ex-best friend and my un-blood family are now my enemies. fuck people man. they just suck. i cant wait to get out. my ongoing depression hasnt ceased yet either. i think i might need meds or something...hm. i really wanna just lash out, and pierce everything on my face and get a shit ton of tattoos. ah, i can wait a few months. my time will come. heh. well.. the boy is gone. hes still creeping around inside my mind and haunting my every move but hes out of sight at least. i had him, lost him, and still want him. but i figure if im lucky (im not) someone better, maybe even someone who will actually like me a little, will come along and hopefully keep me occupied with a smile. damn im funny. like that shit will ever happen. i think maybe to keep myself going ill take up something like ana or mia. my own addiction is becoming a problem, and its getting boring. or maybee ill go convert to piracy.. arg. or maybe ill just cut myself up like an unwanted picture and call it a day. aah the decisions. <33

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Monday, August 11, 2008

i hope you cant sleep and you dream about it
and when you dream i hope u cant sleep and you scream about it
i hope your concience eats at you and you cant breathe without me...

xanga hasnt seen my face in a while. spring break was awesome like i said. and school ended fast enough. now im a senior, and the first to months of summer were a dream. and now my 180 has gone to a 360 back into the depths of hell. me+troy are back at (best)friend status, but im glad hes still in my life. im falling for.. this guy. and id do anything for him to just be with me. supposedly he likes me..but at the same time doesnt want to be with me 4 real. so idk what to do. i take at least 20mins falling asleep bc i cant stop thinking about him. when i finally do, i sleep like shit because im dreaming about him. and i wake up thinking about him still. i cant get him out of my head and idk why. and he doesnt even know. besides that, im back to being twelve in my moms eyes. we were close, and i fuck up once, and suddenly she takes away my life. wich is part the other reason my shits so fucked with this guy. shes taken away my phone, along with my un-blood family. im 17.5 years old and i cant even talk on the house phone..let alone leave the yard without my mom holding my hand. fuck it though, she wants it this way, she has 5 more months to run my life. after that, shell get whats coming to her. wich is not me. hehe. but the sky is still filled with stars and i have a long time to look forward to. wish for me. <33

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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

the skyy was amazzzingg...
thyoureyes9hc

im spinning...
so.. the school sucks and nothings changed. its me+troy. always. i feel like ive known him forever. and like everythings just right.my life has took a complete 180. fast. and its like whooa. but a good whoa. i feel like i dont have many close friends... but i guess im lucky for what i got. i love them. snap! so.. spring break.. is gonna be fucking rad. yes. rad. mushrooms are my favorite food. :} wer goin to the beach. and partying. and chillin on the beach. and that shit is gonna rock. i cant wait till summer too. i love vaction. i never wanna grow up. =] salt and vinegar chips are the best invention ever. besides hair dye. extacy sucks. to be continued...♥

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Wednesday, February 06, 2008

in the backrow...♥

so its.. uhm.. way past my birthday. it fuckin rocked tho. rockyhorror;;olive garden&cake;;bowling.((special.thanks.to.troy)). yeeah. and im seventeen.. its fuckin weird. i dont feel that old... maybee it hastn hit me yet. i think i smoke alot of pot now. hm. lifes going by so fuckin fast. idk what to take it as. its like.. i feel like im standing still, but im moving 1000mph. fuck, man. and ive decided... that life is shitty, and everything((mostthings.)) sucks. really bad. anyways.. funfact!: i am freakishly obsessed with the rocky horror picture show. its bad. idk why.. i just.. loove it. its fuckin addicting... idc. eat me. ppsh. u wish u were this cool. so i guess... im done. kbye. <33

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